Saturday, December 2, 2017

Michael Mc Aloran, 3 sketches from ’vapour tones’ (section II)…


Untitled, image by Michael Mc Aloran



3 sketches from ’vapour tones’ (section II)…


… = carving out the blind dredge of impetus = charred flesh & the bones still-birthed = diseased longing for the flight of once not taken = staccato breath in the rip of the tidal foreign as bespoken of of the silenteeism that braces upon = where breath is air a syllogism breaking forth from nothing of what matter to chase the secret the breaking of the which = as burning of throughout where a subtle scarab scarring the bereft pulse bulb where sickness only of ill-speech doth dwell abounding through the nucleus of shadowing cold chase = flames it says = sudden to expire through the gift-lack bile coming to the fore in blackened alleyways where the populace of the dogs of rot close their jaws around the carnival air = no hope = the absence of in the weight of bleeding solace colours acidic of speech devouring upon its own weight cold shadow = nothing is or of = the skyline is cracked across by the echoes of distaste of disasters in a melding of flesh only once from broken charades till once again following the shadow of oneself into room after roomscape of design debris of broken child’s toys and citrus taint in air breaking closure of fist shattered windows = until = sleeps graceless upon a discarded cunt-stained mattress the springs protruding = the bitter tremors come to fore of effortless shot white light and the eyes of blood = stone ache & the clarity of awakening in a kaleidoscope of (the) door slams shut = zero hours over and over again a picture postcard from nowhere left to be = zero hour & nothing more = yet eye perceives it does not perceive what matter if dusts upon subtle surface cold blight a discharge of breath a fixative a shot in the half-light of the sunlit = trace non-trace = to possess the violence that = possesses the violence that = in an interlude of speech rocking back & forth in the morning sun breaking from fear & fever wind it takes the skin from = dissolved tense spectral as of vapour tones exhale through the bloody nostrils as if to say that = rock-a-bye = snapshots colours fading into oxidate smoke furl of forgotten once what was throughout the hours of which cold stammer of all = strike a match = nothing of nor for the other than or of left behind in barbed wire exigency = nothing of the matter of nor of the drowned light’s carouse it-speak fades out into a whisper given to lack of the into in the lack of the in or of fallen out of throughout the nothing of in the birthing of the from the outset of given to unto having never till once more forgotten sudden as if to coloured by in lapse long absent forgotten the claimed by in the none non-speech listless desire where the breaking of it is the lack solace come to claim it never of what of in the devout cull of the dead lightless ever to return through nothing more than black stillness to dredge it reject all finally forgotten aching out where nothing of where there once were once haven till = …
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… = an adagio of wings tracing their flesh through the viscous skies of unkempt desires = camera shift from black to nausea the skeletal slowly melts slowly away = carcass kisses of the dawn & the descent into haven horror of = till cannot = foreign as = trace of blood throughout where to burn is to know only of it = eye recalls it = viciously the torn shreds of nothing coating the naked body of the child that wilted gracelessly = here or then what of the sunlight’s emptiness = as the premise of disease was the laughter of innocence = cold tar & the skinned abrupt through the hyenic jaws where the bones warped in a sarcophagus of smiles revealed as if to having been the skinned fruit of dawn broke stillness recollecting nothing = it what wind what = barren the obscene silences that from the within come to collect the without = flesh to burn where nothing dredges the colours of bile the rotting shit in a latrine of discarded orchids = such was as it was = dreamt of = in recollect the flesh of present bitten through where seeking sought to find where electric excommunicated & condemned to silence = eye was long long peeling from the outset in realms of dissipating traces = vapour tones a mark of air & the meat of & the body broken = the razor sadness of some crescendo birthed = cut clear till drift it speaketh of the climb long dead where fathom splice collects the rubble & debris = vomiting scars till passage of some sickness tread of light’s lack & the burst lungs caverns of smoke emanating = it-dreams & a broken cherubim = extracting the teeth with a pliers a gut force-fed fragments of searing glass = extracts the fingers = blind nothing of the wisdom that once taught final as ever to avoidance = nothing as ever to remark upon = coal dust & the meat of air the between & the ever-foreseen = ever-blending into dark where obsolete comes to pass and silhouette claims nothing ever upon which the solar of it shines = rotting insects fill the cup of breath = warped limbs of the ghost flesh fulfill where null what deaf tones amber tones falling across the night = nothing but the air that is so breathlessly forgotten = till wastage = knocked bones from sixpence eyes the sealed fate & the waxen cadaverine eclipt = wave upon wave upon what of it it is said = what matter it retorts = roves the eye sealed shut = in = the body vocal broken = a crescendo of thunderous waste searing through where tense is blight & the open wounds some elixir given that the bleed ceases not = compels it is a lie it lies through the blackened echoes the bruised flesh of annihilation = the corpse-lit children s-m-i-l-e = it dredge of the spun light as if to say that it what matter of = as marks but one = terse = broken stone = collapses into thy dread where the purity of what will announces the given of = so sayeth without = having once of having ever said without ever = longing-lack = longing’s reclamation & the fading dawn…
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...= zero echo attrition of devour = as if it once never yet once of the throughout verandas as if to trace a scar in skyline’s empty solace = broken dead yet once eye of colours claimed by silences permeating throughout where blood flows nowhere of into the devour unsaid = all locked to the bones of it a final flourish never of till opening out whereby what loss specious as devoid where open plains of null cut the blind stitch of not a = nothing ever-yet to of the other walls warping vapour tones & the breath of the bodily echoing in an excess of nullity that feeds the flames of nocturnal bled out from = it is of the stun remark the punctuation of loss final ash a collection of meat ever once through not of the lungs to ache where nothing embers of subtle distances = in a silhouette of blind of the membrane nothing of which to be dragging out the intent of to close the door to step out into where nothing abounds deathly shadow = the blood mocked by the night that will ever-stretch design echo-echo solace frozen from the commence of it as the skyline dissipates = till dense meat what of it in the glory of ever-distance the null of it the spasm ceremony the crescendo of blind spaces = hieroglyphic oxide the blind eye of devout through vapour tones the insight never dice rolled choking upon the ashen of which collapse subtle to fall unto = bleeding out as once was uttered in the nowhere of some distance to caress a slashed throat spilling its guts into whereof sweet sickly devour of it = kills without clemency as if to wish for ever-once cold spasm of desire & the reek of bones distances to lodge in the ashen vocal of it = nothing of the ever-till shearing laughter spilling into the void what once never of the till undone where once lay emptily a mirror shattered null & void = reeks of it till hearse will wind a breakage of silver artificial light & the mockery of tidal’s fluctuate given to drown expels into the dark what dark = subtle yet the eye the film peeled away passes from prism till prism elsewhere nothing said of it matters no not of a in the frenzy of it = closes the tomb of vocal sickened unto wretched the candle blown out sought yet ever offered the density of the rind as if to & the broken jaw the stain = not a trace of spurious metals & the pulse ever-bearing throughout it must it cannot vocalizing nullity for sustenance = till sing along = unsung in a pageantry of slaughter mocking the silent edge by tint of echo if in the design of what of which = yet nothing of it in the frozen nullity = bleak terse = abortive weight of spasm all colours undone = the hands crumple to dusts & the body rails in the defeat of plumage traceless veins through the vocal of it breathing non-breathe steps thrice into from which a-ever the door’s closure before the exit-signs of it =   lapsed into from out of which effortlessly eviscerated in the closure of the eye the image taint within a sickly reek of final viewed from traceless unbegotten = dragging the cadaver cloth across the foreign eye of it = …


—Michael Mc Aloran