Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Michael Mc Aloran, excerpts from ‘all null having’...


Swarm, Oil Painting (2007), by Michael Mc Aloran 




excerpts from ‘all null having’...


…plays dead yes it is or no more foreign than foreign-else no longer in-breathe collision with given to expire dredge no longing not silently outcast of flame delivered from restoration dead tide of words eager no more to unravel…

…sharp shutter shutter down collapse fragrant as corpse-filled fields laughter long what having once no longer trace what wind outspoken no no echo chokes now upon gutter of which what given from outset useless as ever was unknown…

…as downward lack liberate what closure having in etch blade cold blunt lapse lack struck from out of cross-fire no target merely open wounds cauterized in none collapse into thy splendor utter as if to no trace without form laughter-long nothing left to…

…yet still the bleed as if to carving into null reject of sound of echo knock thrice breaking apart crack stone none siege of the biting into as if there no not haven taken from outset close the door exiting blind no pageant merely crossed up from the commence…

…as if to that was what matter if bile closure fist redeem no hope the candle blown out it was said in funeral pyre now birthed into collapse where spurious skies beckon lock to meat of sense unto given unto ever the candle resurgent the flame is wild it echos silent’s trace…

…it is said be-gone what matter as if to say from where prism dense casts light upon fragmentary silence no words for the ever-as or of closing down speech to cast like detritus upon forgettable lands where of in-tide and lapse burn and submit what words for unquantifiable night…

…less than of what will till gathering up some scattered tines no motion the extinguished sound not a trace of having been having little else but unkempt vocal scratching at the skin of some bankrupt edge the bankrupt flesh from outset silenteeism…

…there are teeth in the veins in league with sufferance a six-pence given to climb to the hilt of nowhere no further trace repetitive skyline of bleak no nothing of what the less to echo of it barren a shit-streaked latrine…

…drag of the drag of corpsal sounds breaking apart dressed in some worm-clad pelt of decay where sunlit ever pisses up where guiding light fractures ever upon photographic snare ever the whimper the force no majesty in or otherwise…

…words echoes what sense to devour blacking it out as if to that else were the given than where none’s enclave rots break stone where given in inherited blood filling the nerves where brace devoured casts a cold glance upon mirror’s redeem…

…still yet till of or yet and if or of asking of promise furtive scarred by beauty-dim in the faint light basking where words are static sands nothing closing its fist as if to say that final deflected closure of fist broken shards of glass working the bone’s exposure not a…

…it has been uttered now acclimatize where lung’s pageant coagulated in given stream of null again nullity all having all nothing blind-sighted a reckless overture the illusive blood’s shearing drought collapse unspoken till restive senseless in a…

…meat speaks none accorded silenteeism and the breathless corpus smiles where bled from lock of sound all having been yet seeing none more cut to bone having in in dislocate where foreign ever abounds how as if to what matter the hour where speech treads nullity capacity…

…yet still to vent as if the cadaver ever listened blood shit cum and piss into vortices through nocturnes of blind white heat given to expire seeks solace in ever where none is ever-long given to rot in day after dissent what matter…

…as if to/ zero bone what other than collision with untold unquantifiable exist the bones raking up the leaves for what further purpose as it all falls down given to expound upon nothing to expire through echo-null…

…a-bask in skull what head exigent nullity spoken of as was before breaking apart dense light carving up the dawn disclosure expiration traceless given no taken nor taken given no echo-dim traces speech-dead recollect a-breathe in sickness scuttling throughout…

…passage lack lacking trace cold shadow of pelt wrung out voiceless after was in all no the persist of onward into nothing to behold ever the disclosure silent as what stun not a/ lack/ vocal tread throughout misgiving taken from what edge collapse sun dead foreign eye in a…

…all lapse till dense what held echo tremolo escapade shadow-bite in rip nothing gained nor taken from cold weight cast off breakage of bone skinned of flesh of never having never wishing to of ever-lung trace till unto desire lack close the wound it…

…yet the laughter of of the course for dead shadowings as if to say that was in or of what as if to close coloured it screams silently never once having paces the boundary until final never of in spoken of unspoken silent from the commence ever the outset…

…as all what once to the footstep taken upon moist earth sink sunk dead weight collision ever-in/ in/ mocking the body broken the burst dam of blood in the body broken circulating throughout mire’s outreaching fingers...

…breaking from fever sensed through wind abandonment closure of the sky folding in origami soundless breakage of faint light through a cracked sun leaking nothing more than was from outset words cascading into voidal nothing left ever onward unto what…

…the fevered tongue of jackal devouring in night close the door it will liquefy seek solace in headless abandon clasp the heart that leaks blind chalice the cup over-floweth distances non-distance all unsung…

…as was desolate commence not a sound breaking the cold chamber where whittled purpose seeks solace throughout the blind air the skinned parameter of blood nestling in meat’s absurd-closed lightless pageantry ever unto where from it was once said…

…it is taken from selective ashen drought from outset being nothing seeing less than other than throughout until what once once tread syllabus evacuating from dread mis-speech walls implode a shearing of fragrant a bone to pick away the scars that amass…

…and all along as if to final were once closed the fingers searching in drought’s pale elixir breaking apart the catacombs of having once where there never was sickness to dredge from some point of departure until until…

…until silenced beyond longing cold weight of distance coiling its way back in to choke-stone exigency nullity of devourment escapade none where lapse drinks of the wounds that trace hence unsaid never to be in cylinders of blind bitten struck out collapse unstepped not a bleeding out unto…

…endless of the once spat out from disclosure lack words dissipating of their never once in the hands that crumble also till dust departed flowers upon gutter’s tongue silences that gather in their transparent children mocking the anguish of settling shadows that never once…

…better then the garrote the cold tears the erasure of self-non-self in tragedia no motion unto waste a clear fragment cascading into blind weight lapse no directly striking the vein’s cold chalice where abort if blessed nullity taken from vocal echo-dim…

…the eye struck out erased not a solace in the irredeemable lack weightless psychosis gathering up the charred milk teeth of having once been solace of collision reckless flesh stripped away cold colours in blight stone abandonment taken as of given no not a…

…and of yet yes of the tread back inwardly from nothing clamour of sharded lights shattered the pulse of nocturne given to speech’s reclamation no nothing there in the faint light echoing veranda of skins shed flayed bone the tissue spent yet ever resurgent from outset solace not a trace nothing ever/ of a…


—Michael Mc Aloran


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