He wants
you, he want you stay til the end…
& felt
ecstatic-ashamed
there were gloves put out Byron
it was supposed that one could whence
decades, sack of stomachs, kingdom, how much is wind
to do
‘The Jean condom is a condom for jeans.’ –Post-it™
I almost saw you up there
unearthing your surroundings from the feckless roots (‘#@AxeIt’)
(‘#@GottaGetABarrel’) (‘#@TheBottomOfALake:Explain, Discuss’)
(‘#@‘YouPutTheEarthMapInTheSafe’)
(‘#@YouPutBoodBackOnTheFire’)
(‘#@Never2Late’)
“‘Gotta get a barrel. Fill it with canned Christ.
Dump it in the deepest part of the river by Gottadmlate where’s the treasures
in.’
[‘First, we are to imagine that this is his first sexual experience.’]
Don’t flogret (this) your fishing gear, Byron,
or ‘Richard’s Fishing Gear.’ ‘#@ULiveByARiver’” –Post-it™
disposed to crescentic reservoirs of nourishing liquidity.
& I love the way hearts, the thing in the body, so closely resembles
the body of a little deer: yes, there is the organ
when I tell them that they have a little hart inside
It’s not a metaphor, couldn’t be more clear; they have
the organ in their chest just chests bodies. The organ is here & this
they accept greedily. O, we accept it as well
Of course
It’s proper when it beats, it beats
just like it should beat.
If the heart was to beatbolt constantly
then there would be no music,
there would
be no conversation. This would mean
that the little hart to whom the heart belongs
would be missing his atmosphere.
Here the body would go on living.
But on the other side of the wall
the little hart would be gasping for
breath. He would be always suffocating
for there is for him no way out of it:
for a heart to beat eternally there will
be a little hart to drive through it, one
must not drive through the body.
It is not proper to abandon it on a parking lot or
next to the steering wheel.
Where did you leave them?
Spotted, even here still exposed
& yet I’ve always loved swimming
The bed is where the liver is
The tassel is white
It has four chairs & it stands at a comfortable height
above the floor of the
coproprietaire to the Comprophiliac.
‘Hindsight trouble with reading the messages.’ Dodo
‘Dodo doesn’t have no death exception (lol)
the field::white Cory
The sky’s mask was having stopped
It occupied almost my entire field of vision
‘NOAH CAN SEE’ Dented Dance Thomas
#@2HaveSexWithSex
#@ThereIsAlwaysAMiddleName
#@LoveLikeACactusFeetJesus
#@VELA$$$LFEELAVEEE
#@[Room 23!]@Wall32
[Room 23!@Door33]
#@TheMoreWeDontPayTheLessWePay
#@PerfectSystem
#@GreenArmyEnForce
Did you really change your environment?
You gambled away, Byron! Yala, Byron,
in a surfeit of generic pomp.
“I love that song.
You play it like a dragoon courting death in a flash of self-sacrifice
as keen as insight, an epiphany armored & with the guts of a transformer
pod, a fruit positioned module
scarce any left & now,
& batteries, all the rage,
a so-many-dreams reticence & scape,
you’re invisible now
You got know secrets to conceal
How does it feel?
It’s not working
When we kiss when we kiss
we’re just the mariner blush washing here
seen more reposed where here has
chaotic undertow
Semblance adrift and log withered apposites or
either I cry & name the
mountains (September, November, +
Know this
Know this know this
know this know this know poems
nearly old house perform
It’s coherent
It just describes something impossible—namely a part of a tooth having thoughts
about one or more topics. It would be incoherent if it disagreed with itself,
not reality, see: “I did not scrub my hands with potatoes.
I rub my hands together to wash off the salt & oil after I prepared the
potatoes
The potatoes only had their own skins on them
#@IWasMakingBakedPotatoesOnce
Was this in Hawaii?
“
Google Maps
Embarrassed young man spotted doing this (..)
#@“AsHeAppears2BTurningOver”
#@“HeHasBeenCapturedKneeling”
#@“InAnAwkwardPosition”
[Byron says, “This happened to me @ a private office in a rich city.
The soil dried & settled
nearby old house performed well
til it really old house a’brained, maimed &
deformed
the tongue that is the ladder
phonecalls from the sun.
Your hand is stared away from
Motorschools, what fight was that, man?
The explanation is simple rosary
from now if you
I didn’t know her name was
Fucking Car!
]
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turned into two dogs
The scene in the otherwise hath
experienced no change
“You're
pawning everything in your mother's home”
- The Clash
Breaking
news
Jesus marries his bath!
Take the raw pizza & we pour on top of the boiling pile of corposes. When
the tank moves all the stuff behind this swathe of antebellum molten blood
“Wearing the unionring on the fingers, in movies.”
We taught the brain
We taught the brain had to make pizza pie
We have 400 billion pizza making nematode staff
The old pizzaaiollos were incinerated
It’s a safety measure
Pizza is a secret recipe, soooooooooo
we don’t want the domino hut to get ahold of the secret formula
Now, this is a message to be sent to the volcano, re: the protopatty
“You remove an organ
& you may have
Choose from the List.”
Re:
When he arrived at the door of heaven the boy fell dead. Signed,
The Brain
If someone
dies in my protoparty
after depositing an organ
in my land
I keep the boot.
We make fine clothes here.
(Tablecloth) Cloth
Each little road has a limited definition nothing changed
It stays handsome men
but just disappears
“It’s Boring, boring, it’s Pizza, we mean!
Why does pizza always have to be so pizza
Everyday, all the time
Round tries something else
another finger on the top perhaps?
porn bake & that’s pizza, why?
Nori Dream
You smell of the family
Pine jelley & foie gras
Purdey’s encounter in land or with drink
with avocado + canard
with pine crispness
falling asleep
This is pizza…waking.
Pizza is waking.
She was a good looking me.
It’s always handsome men
but just
disappears.
Listen. We need
the camera
on the top of the tree
We went all the way to Cassis &
back….@ night &
he gave us
this tree
& I wore this makeup.
She’s gonna go insane.
This is all planned
you cannot star.
The start: sometimes I think
there’s just NO OTHER WAY
my masturbation “lives” in its same
(sun) (sun), (somme)
(sommeil.)
Sleep.
The start: the pizza making system
When you have a tree with a camera
on
you need the top
you need the first pioneers to feed off being brave
the first souls who buy
the machine that #@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh
had maid--.
Place them
The “I”
The Black Dome
You need scent you see the eyes of #@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh
It has this effect of almost annihilating sanity in the most
beautiful way like a flesh-eating bacteria
it makes the muscle 35 percent more accumulate
Your body in the house come, he hollered
up & down the street, for ya,.goving here & there
in lawns & pantries, so precise, so specific
so mildewed. He held forth a rod
of ginger which displayed twin peaks, threaded
round with the progress of dry molting
Then, it’s just a matter of setting the right crew
Hennessey, gin, & Jet,
grab a nematode, family friend, what can we do ya for?
It’s at daylight
when he’s not making a fuss about everything
We lease these
Here copyright the first nematode
I don’t know if it makes the fluid that we then drink
or if we just talk about it, pools of swollen & calm
selfprompted to the stature
of infinite songcraft
He ill dies, a quarter of the “roof is turned off”
‘Mastiff O
Masty’:
“You will make the emptiness…
Masty for Masty!”
“Roof is turned off”
Here, there exactly, the same nematode as we have
@ home
we cut, they grow, we cut they grow
This list of inappropriate sequels
goes on, & on,
at once did the trebled currents of the Sargasso toward
an engulfing +
finally leaving in a never
materializing wake. St. Helena:
“Everyone is @ home, or they’re out, you know?”
Then they all quote themself.
They have to quote themselves five times more than five.
It doesn’t work? They die.
Some kind of nematode taboo…what appeared a mold
for chocolates born of
an occasion to celebrate the police, they’re nice
They’re good worker
They believe in their super
So we let them & possible
kid sex black hex you
netfive + the cuttler (the daddy)
I should not have been so bombarded
that is #@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh’s little joke
We know that the alarm
went off already, so what
are you waiting for, swain? It’s not
the daddy. Yes,
he’s old. Like many fathers, he does give two (2)
identical beings to himself
After a fortnight they #@JaIt’sExcitedNematode x 3
they have the impression
they have the impression
to know each other since childhood: “But uh
during the summer, I would like to work elsewhere
& discover another landscape.”
And the other nematode says:
“You should imitate me.
Is it the same star as on the menu,
the one to scroll through the changes with?
This is MY method to control my environment
I compose it
If he wouldn’t look at it he would at least
look upon the confusion created
& hope to conform to it.
It’s too easy , through
action,
to undo everything, even
the action that led
to the undoing, even the undoing itself
can be undone, we’ll decide later.
And you see, nematode, he’s not really a daddy.”
“I don’t know. What is a daddy anyway?”
“He drinks & he yells. He hits Madame/mamma/mommy
& you see #@JaIt’sNewExcitedNematode, it is not that complicated
it’s for the best
Superstition of not cutting into more than five (5) arose
from doing bad things, nematode guybrodude,
like not doing what #@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh’s asked
of you. But, you know? you pick your battles.
But benefit little meagerly
from it, if, after all, you use flowers as a currensy:
You will be derided.
Flowers as a currency You will be derided.
We can make do. It’s fine.
We have 400 billion. What’s that,
‘How does it always make 400 billion?’
I’ll explain:
nothingness is immediately
what inebriates me, me, #@JaIt’sByron, the lonely
earth, et cetera’
We sell pizzas for every person on this planet/”planet #@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh’s
house”
You have ten (10) people ©
They eat pizza everyday
It used to be [you send out questions :
‘what does he like?’
‘what kind of corpses does he prefer to eat?’
[smash or saved, in half, with everything all over the place, nice,
& another? we ask
is how many times could u eat pizza in a day if,
hypothetically, u were 2 b killed
& tortured if you didn’t eat as many pizzas as possible?
Most people say three (3) pizzas an hour…
here, all down the hall, the doors are slipping,
#@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh + 4 million nematodes
They’re interns,
permanent interns (working on college credit)
@ the nematode institute, the nematode university
(INSERT HERE THE HIGH SCHOOLIUM RECORDING)
This economy
depends on people eating pizza. Then, then
threatening them with torture.
I don’t know why Domino Hut chose all these videos
chose all these dirty little pizza little pizza pots
this melted white, everywhere,
it looks like #@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh’s planet
house thanks been maimed
raw rubble into a raw rubble soup,
a glance which stifles the impulse of one’s partner
in conversation to broach
the subject of a rival.
No, it’s like a glue (the glue) that they put on the pizza,
why? Why?
What we took from a distance to be a desert was
actually their shavings
from a wooden post
he’d been sanding, with his emery paper, in a Hair Jesus Bar
Comely Retardnado.
‘I been thinking about Anne Frank,’ he whistled.
#@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh’s pizza is considered maverick, by some
marvelous. We didn’t follow their rules.
Their recipe.
The lore of slides, a rather demonic partridge
their distribution strategy…
We wanted things #@Different©.
‘There’s a twilight zone…there.’
We wanted things better,
‘There’s a bear of air.’
We wanted customers to have their pizza
in a better way
you know?
They had to use, I think, that they put the pizza
is a gun & they shot the pizza, into the stomach…
That’s not good.
Well…there’s there, there,
the new burden of our own upper bodies.
‘Starting a book: starting a book,’
then putting it down times five (5), a most
mellifluous pastime. Well, you sell pizza
A neighbor looks over
O, he says, o, who-wee, I started that book!
Right there!
So you sell the pizza, but you lose the customer.
How is that good?
The idea is not to eliminate the customer
but to force them to eat the pizzas.
‘And sometimes, when I get repressed @ the way
things are going, in the world, around us, I think of those scenes
we filmed in the desert
in 1970. The then-faces
of the young people with us.
Ah, ah, force fed them three (3) pizzas an hour.
We keep your credit record on file.
Cashless Forward Thinking.
But we’d be mixing things, for here, in it’s truculent purpose,
& not denying that purpose, but as yet edged, ever so, impolitely
(impolitically, no, we’ve strayed there)
into its purpose…
Which is the grumpier none know.
What am I speaking of?
What am I speaking of, I’m speaking, if I may declare,
this handwritten missive
to be among the pantheora
wisps & currents of glorious aurality
Speaking not without purpose,
not without desert-crazed baptizing the sky
be bread & flesh
purpose,
of speaking. For too often, there was no words
& if there are, well, it happens
but rarely, that they come across
as do them beauties set down before you
(cf Humble Means,
pen & paper, if you can
believe it,
from your illimitable comfort
on the purview
of the electronical syllabarations.
Cashless Pizza Economy, the hackneyed dressage
of the machine, but enough enough
We’re not Luddites, after all.
After all, we embrace speech because Man is his purpose
& purpose, Man, the design, is affluent, bulging
splendid & marvelous.
The future is always so rigorous.
It is mathematically as good, as pure
as the the present
though that, through rather tetchingly with variables,
tons of them, ja, which have to them
an innocence.
‘Ja’eyes will malaxe the palmmades,
ripeness,
must like something innocent.
There is only so many people on the place.
#@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh’s house planet of #@JaIt’sKrossleighhahh.’
‘Will you fear the ferocity
of these wild beasts??? ‘
Well, you see, a three pizza very 60-minute,
that’s the best that we can do.
I fall at my side,
if I were sweet, I’d stroke my arm, tell me
a merry memory, something
[breathes out] which I’d forgotten but which
touched upon makes a
merry steadfast emotion within
me, one lofty & distant &
tenderly wistful &
which proves once &
for all, for them skeptics
among us, myself included,
that I’d forgotten nothing
afta’ all.
‘For a tablecloth cannot be said to forget its patterning
it cannot admissibly, & in that case, sensibly, be said either
to forget it or remember it.
We’re not,
today,
going to talk about tablecloth.
With our current infrastructure it’s hard, very hard
as it is, to get them to eat three (3) pizza an hour already
‘There is no way to hide the fact that you are hiding, man.’
I want to go on
if I do want to
I want to…change the lightbulb,
of course, you have to make more nematodes
you have to train them,
could you just…kill me, already?
It’s more convincing.
Are you slideshow?
That’s slideshow?
It’s slideshow.
‘If I’m alive & I can see…
Saturday,
he has his eyes closed.’
‘Your baby starts a diet of hard along islands,
explain?’ (#@JaIt’sMatsrawkaksa Yptinoptruv Wkromp_hezzoruv
‘di-matra-volmuvtézqv’ Menthol Sever)
The nematode make the customer throw up the whole
(old) pizza so they can eat more pizza
They take the pizza, bring it to pizza crew
make more pizza, a hundred percent efficiency.
It’s like a very well oiled nematode.
Very it works. Get it, &
put it into place.
Feed the pizza.
Do you understand?
Now, you boys, take the vomit pizza,
use the ingredients, ‘novella:
when does the year turn
on February 2nd going to the 3rd.
We met on the 2nd going to the 3rd.
It turns on the 2nd. Sooooooo,
it’s still 2067.
Today’s Special: an elogeous account of all our internets
friends, their doings, & their sweet & illumined & very good
old pizza vomit. Especially very splendid.
Double pizza!
Big crust!
Personal, accomplishments.
Today’s special
which they’d be glad to, one would think, small, small
little, area of ‘pizza’ surrounded by ‘pizza’
chronicled in a boisterous & humble chronicle
served on a hundred percent pizza recycled modest proportions
& apero-private length box,
that’s the novella.
There’s no box.
We are going green, we are going green.
Lucy, 24,
A report
‘I announced my pragnency to him. He buried me alive. I was so happy. I had so
dreamt of that child & with him to boot. Only the man that I yet thought I
knew quite well, that in fact I thought I knew very well, to be a
straightforward & upward individual/person was a pathological liar, of a
Paleolithic brutality at times. Actually, I was not the woman of his life, but
his mistress & when I announced my pragnency to him. His reaction was quite
rock n roll. Come to think of it, I say to myself, on this cliff I was stucky
janaka, 6M A30, maintraits: excited, grateful, Jew where appropriate, used to
be fattly catatonic, if need be, apologetics profusely allied. I was quite
naïve, I think. I trusted him, blindly. I swallowed up all his lies. Those he
told me without ever having any suspicion…though a simple research on Google
would have been sufficient for me to realize that he whom I thought to be ‘the
man of my life’ was actually a nasty imposter. Reines, Ariana gfA30,
maintraits: Shaman, worshipped in Haiti, astrologer, witch, selfsacrificing
(for mother, shoes, etc.), Jew where appropriate, exsex worker, ‘woman,’
prolific, possessing a beautiful boyfriend, & modestly eager to relate that
fact, expert on love, expert on insanity, & addiction, neighborly…It is
true that the illusion he was projecting was truly convincing. ‘Pierre #@JaIt’sZhangJenny
gfA30s: Maintraits: fucking funny, interesting, etc: immigrant, reviled in
childhood: expert on children & pedophiles, compassionate & expert on
marginal folks of marginal faith, expert on love, sex, etc, poet & author,
raconteur, ‘woman,’ ‘asian,’ ‘kathy bohinj,’ ‘mongrel coalition,’ peter
Richards, ‘esmé wang,’ ‘tony t.:, #@JaIt’s’Peter’Stone was a beautiful man,
full of flamboyance & panached strength rendered through his slender
silhouettes, his long limbs, his “the Colby awards! By the way, let me just say,
if I may, & no offense intended, but it’s very strange, I think, to have
the same dream, but different, it’s very…intimacy, don’t you think? Well, it’s
only my opinion. It’s better, I claim, (that reassured them) to have the books
of our choosing & that they hang from a beam, n’est-ce pas?’ Outside his
window, same faint & not so faint grumblings, hometownsounds,
homestownspeople, whisperings, ‘this is a work of small dimensions, regard. Our
image, if it may be known as such, is religious, because we’re here: in a faint
way, that is of our choosing, we remember: there is in our faint way, within
everything, what we, try as we come to, remember always. It seems yet, that certain indices, that it will presently
accept, sufficiently nephitic, preceding the unsigned comment: ‘Lampe
d’Architecte…who cares if it takes long.’
‘Even in a thread where Sabbath & priest is the correct answer: won’t you
continue?
Neonite meprendre
I plug the phone in
a medusa, put it in your beak, remember, how this morning, we we’re talking
about the candy’s apple?’
Take care of your audience.
That’s premium.
& get
gratified with nibbled cherry pits somehow @ 4 o’clock, another afternoon, I
had to drink a coffee. Of course, 4 o’clock. The afternoon. Said, ‘unknowingly’
to have decided to go to bed early that day, not at that very hour, no, not
yet, a little later, but not too later. ‘Tonight you will learn the thesaurus.
You will be the fairest, oldest door-o-matic thesaurusizer to shelf the self….’
It’s all exchange of places. An exchange of words.
If you don’t believe me, think about the Jesus in the (scallop) shell, that was
bold: how did we meet? During an afternoon, an evening, a little after 4, after
I had involuntarily chosen that day to drink a coffee, a beverage, upon which I
had placed my mouth, surrounded by me, & held in place by head,
well-hooked. One must say that I have behaved like a true gentleman: if Michael
still don’t believe me, just think about the oyster shell, ‘I wasn’t bobbing
for dick in a bucket of acid after all.’ After all, it was evening. Wet.
Wirdest piece of golden moon shines from amidst ragged dark blue some clouds.
Wind, because, because of course. Those rags of clouds look so reggae hiding
behind the moon this way. It looks like a puzzle piece. Exactly! In my head, I
like to talk to you. I call you babe. In my head it’s sexy. Do you wanna try
it? Or do you perhaps prefer ‘the fish of yesterday,’ as a nickname during sex
& ‘what is URL?’ instead of ‘Fuck Me’? If you like ‘something switched in him
& he laughed’ from ‘The Fish of Yesterday.’
[From
‘The Fish of Yesterday: Stories of Ebat #@TheTruthUKnowIt.’ : Bring dream #one,
‘Will you taraude them, Mr. Thesaurus? #@WillYouTapThemGently all over #@Me?
The Fish of Yesterday?’ In the first scene, The Fish of Yesterday is not there
& I’m with ‘The Fish of Yesterday’s Past,’ & ‘The Fish of Yesterday’s
Past’s Past’s Selves,’ & there are others present as well, but I, ‘The Fish
of Yesterday’ cannot see them, the focus is on ‘The Fish of Yesterday’s Past
Self.’ She’s #@TheFishOfYesterdaysPastSelf is sitting on the chair that’s on
the far side of the table by my balcony, my right, The Fish of Yesterday’s
Left. The Fish of Yesterday has recently received on the table a crepe item:
‘Josephine Mussachia Alvarez’ ‘Did you se this?’ The Fish of Yesterday asks me,
‘I just received it from the mail service. They delivered it at home, or so
they claimed, but I wasn’t there, they said. So they left a note enjoining me
to come to the post office, to the nearest, the one by my house where I live,
where they, the people of the post office by my house where I live, the
nearest, claimed to have found me not upon giving pursuit to their god given
delivery chops & knack for handling, appropriately, and with respect to
private property & liberty of movement, which one enjoys in privacy, in the
privacy of their house, where they visit upon attempting to distribute to you
the parcel which hath been, in your own name, labelled, along with a number, a
desert menu code for you to retrieve your rightfully & correctfully alerted
about or upon postal object/item. Here, this is a crepe dish with Chantilly.
Where I come from we call this ‘Josephine Mussachia Alvarez.’ It’s very rare.
This is a prototype & I’ve contributed to its design myself & from my
own sketches which I welcome you to peruse—do recall here, a little house
called WordPress, at the end of a lane, a website of note, a cyberspace of
sorts, kind of diffuse, anarchic ambiance of internet, a perfume of world wide
web, so distinct nowadays and yet, somehow, retaining a vintage of old. Quite
comparable, in taste, and in technological advancement, to the eponymous
‘Josephine Mussachia Alvarez’ Crepe Dish with Chantilly here present &, why
not, set before you, like a force of nature. Yet…still feminate, in the essence
itself, ladyish, tits, watered silk, lax fingers @ the pianoforte like napping
salamanders, or a flourishing, somewhat moribund embankment bestrewed in
flaccid dicks, ready for a lift, for water, water—that’s the embankment of
flaccid dicks. I pass it, I do through the Josephine Mussachia Alvarez Crepe
Dessert with Chantilly electronic splash page. One as isolated as I have
become, through the years, needs make such radical juxtapositions from time to
time, a trinketish Nile to irrigate the present with a poet’s audacity© which I
own, but prefer garageband, with its rich woodwinds section which has yet to
encounter peer, even among those premium rigs, for those who delight in the
pure volume of the moment. I’m of that tribe, if you’ll excuse me the rustic,
perhaps, turn of phrase, yet adequate & I know not an alternative. In fact,
this static self description might by some, with anchor, be faintly celebrated,
perhaps, one day…It’s putting yourself out there, I know what you’re thinking,
@ my age, with my settled ways simplifying into an untoppleable base. Simplify.
Simplify. I have opted for a bottomup reengineering which was inaugurated by
the excision of 468 Billion Cubits worth of digital outertabernacle, of coudé.
Yes, in fingers, ‘Je les compté.’
The Fish
of Yesterday’s Past Self is insisting that I have already tried to make it The
FIsh of Yesterday Try this Brand Newly Received ‘Josephine Mussachia Alvarez’
Crepe dish with Chantilly, a centennial ‘Josephine Mussachia Alvarez,’ dish of
some note, which I received, according to the Fish of Yesterday, the day before
this one, or, it is conceivable, the day before that one too, perhaps even last
week, in its, The Fish of Yesterday’s SelfPerson Present, strangely eager, passing
the anticipation with electric, ecstatic gestures of their small fingers, that
same enthusiasm being now projected onto the event which more & more seems
to transfer to a status of their own claim, outright, rather than my humble one
of an addressed parcel which I received today as I patiently explained to the
Fish of Yesterday, ‘This Parcel,’ I explained weighing my words, ‘I received
today. You cannot possibly have been kept abreast of these abstruse researches
into the nether crannies of ‘Josephine Mussachia Alvarez’ oriented dessert
plates system, which, as I shall repeat, I received this very day.’ The Fish of
Yesterday seemed no longer to find relevant that their memory be relatable to
the scenario conjured by them in a spurt of contrariness. That brings me to the
same conclusion, the sane conclusion, that The Fish of Yesterday has finally,
and recently, aborted all attempted at questioning, if anything, it calibrative
& recall faculties with regard to the object of its scientism. The ‘Josephine
Mussachia Alvarez’ which I received today, without warning, like an unexpected
privilege or a unanticipated compliment from a commanding officer, and, I must
confess, brought up a habit of ugly suspicion & a strain of trembling oh so
delicate paranoiac mental loops, a Haagen-Dazs sundae spiked with inferior
shards of a double minted magnum ice cream bar, which tendance, til this very
hour, I’m sorry to say I must blame wholesomely upon the fish of Yesterday. The
next day, I’ll think, perhaps I’ll bring them shopping…buy them half the store
& then, the other half, say, later, after a reservated lunch of nothing,
buffet style, as was our wont. I’ll suggest a movie. Of course, they’ll turn me
down, citing research duties & brandishing, uncontrollably, like a magician’s
deep hat, L’Officiel de Spectacles, somehow well thumbed, though it’s only just
noon, I estimate, according to the fact that I am still naked, and wielding
with respect and filial embraces and not a bit of solace, the as yet unopened
prototype, ‘le caché de la poste faisant froid,’ sprawled slovenly in a
hibernation-like kip, all throughout the matinee, I think I’ve done myself a
disservice, with this crude attempt via cultural emoluments, to distract from
the debuting of the contents of that inviolate parcel. And as the fish of
Yesterday insists, I realize, of course, that they, The Fish of Yesterday, do
not want that I, I, I, recipient officiel, be not the one courted as a knight
to breach the postal seal. Why? Same old the Fish of Yesterday’s as always
transparent tactics. And I ever surprised, somehow, by the sheer cunning
exhibited by these overtly naïve scientific institution.
They decide to ‘Take the Bus’: I always prefer stairs to hills, the Fish of
Yesterday revealed. ‘O how ovarian,’ I think. ‘How exacting patience quickly
can turn a mire of torpor into which worse even, anything would lose worth,
even ‘the thakhomak©,’ ‘Takk, takk.’ Which I too joined among the strivers and
charlatans to pursue for reasons now obscure, mistrustful. They claim to have
together attempted a license, a license, on the entertainment’s fiscal
potential, which turn about my mind as I do, I intuit nothing there from which
to reap, but pleasant arousal, a throwback for those of us still nursing a
passion for the club wielding liniments of the aforementioned young person’s
virtually bronze age activity. ‘Do you remember last night, after you came on
me, & I told you about a vision when you touched my head (back (occiput))
middle my left grande aile du sphenoide/which was a picture of the Egyptian
pharaoh #@JaIt’s#@ThakkokMak but you were already asleep by then, when I spied
the lineaments within the lineaments of this colossus, ancient, risen, race.
Washing brought forward. ‘Takk takk,’ on the bedroom wall, through my balcony,
coming forward to meet me. And so lavished I was by a tidal squall of antique
‘when they used to use goats entrails’ above & back over his head, his
stance so supremely adamantine, muscles of an incredible amplitude poised to
transpose (trance-bash-natured) the ‘do you tap them still?’ an incredibly
complete selection of notes, on the boundlessly vast topic of the ‘Club
Wielding’ which brutal force, his élan #@Thakkokmakk, his almost fragile grace,
which my pantaloons, thoroughly withered from the start, in the unsuspecting
brieflessness, which the full length mirror hanging from inside the door of my
Armoire, commentated upon more scathingly than any dagger tongued heckler, as thakokmakk enthoused my diminishing form
& consequently bulldozed away any last remnants of my lassitude and
insecurity entered upon a brilliant & virtuosically coherent oral
disertation on the rhapsodically nearly forgotten proindierock box container,
‘box containers you remember, there are billions of these out there, I’m sure,
this one, though, this one, he tapped his abdominal fessier, almost losing a
finger, filled itself with fresh, free moving, on the go, dimple coordinates,
greenhorn voyageurs roving untested o’er the body pharaoh, ‘Yes, the tree will
Thak you!’
The film carries on. The corpse pile/corpse pile, how do the customers eat
them?
I’m giving a little away, perhaps, but thakk thakk thakk, as they said, as they
said upon that elite holiday still valued among the corridors of the deep state
and the scientistic apparatus. ‘When you have one piece of titanic…you may end
up having a #@JaIt’s#@Titanic surrounded by just that ‘It’s not a boat,’ nasal
whining vibe diffuser. I’d tell their kind where to shove it even if my bed
were just from blulglaria. Sofia is a vibrant town, soviet union, whatever,
we’re not over their now, we’re not meant to be…’
How, how do they, then, eat, without getting drunkened at all repasts, lapsing
into the fool, falling into, as they say, the tree, shotting whatever wherever
at whoever, ‘it’s called language,’ write it down, it’s called ‘coming up with
a sails vogue recollection where the men pass for yachters (continuously),
& sailors, besmirched in yachters haughty pretenses, provoked their walking down the street, together,
& sailors, smoking a cigarette, any brand they pinch, on dry land, not
loading, or lashing, or hearkening to ships ahoy, nary a boat nor a lick of
maritime suggestiveness, nor open or masts besides…the shirt, just the shirt,
and the quavering legs of newly landlubbered seamen. “We’ll see, we’ll see,
we’ll see, we’ll see.”
“We’ll see, we’ll see, we’ll see, we’ll see.”
“We’ll see, we’ll see, we’ll see, we’ll see.”
Imagine getting caught in that? You’d die like a bug filtered through a
jacksonpollacked arm. ‘And we did locate it…’, stanzas @ stillness 2 deny part:
‘that’s mine?’ he plundered, ‘that’s my shield, shadow or aura?’ The mouse may
answer, but it doesn’t known. ‘Will you say it?’ How does someone become
so…sweet…so…obnoxious…& kind as a horseshoe…& so sweet that my first
thought is I can’t stand up. Whoa. And
then I go, I can’t stand up. I can’t stand up. I can’t stand up. And that’s
when I realize, ‘You’ll have to have heard slash known about this town for a
reason, man. It was lit, that town. My ancestors on fire by a slim chromatic
light all the way from tokyo where they came from with the coat of arms of my
people on fire, oh yeah, drafted on the boat like the counterfeiting
guttersnipes they were. That rocked man. How’s that for a little titbit of a
tour. Welcome to the Town, Motherfucker. The Town, baby, the Town. Uncork yr
nipples and privilege yourself a dip of the mango in yar canteen. Oh the legs,
that’s just town legs mein slende kleine brotwurst. Here, take this canister.
Let it get its rub on on your joints, that crazy bitch. Yo. That’s our personal
stash, made that with my ‘not one of us cared for the trajectory of your
billiard balls’ savoir faire or whatever. Expertise do it better. It’s a new
technology, just kidding, it’s old as nipples, suck it, feel no fear.’
‘Sometimes…I
think about keeping…warm….keeping…safe, is that important?’
‘The only thing that bothered me a little, was his obsession with…I, who
doesn’t know a hair’s breadth from a filament’s width I would ratha avoid those
tedious monoliths the guts of which are themselves pelagic computing towers
[electric impulses into speech]: I love you like I lick you
with a dick #@inmymouth #@yourMouth #@JesusDickDiet #@BlowjobsSeasonForever
#@KrishnaBlueMe #@JesusDick,
‘wasser, bitte, thakk, thakk,’ the Christian Carp & the goldfish get drunk
instead of getting dead inside of one. & dead as well.
Uhmm uuhmmm: how to own big oxygenless & reeling shitty, ‘When I learnt I
was pragnent I was at the height of Joyce. I was persuadated that he too would
be very content but he did not react at all as I expected. Conversely, he
became white as bat guano, as though I had just announced to him the Lisbon
Earthquake of 1774 which he partook in. Mind you, ‘thé elizabeth,’ thawwwwt
about it, we’ll see, we’ll see, we’ll see. I wanted to discuss it further, to
deliberate. I too, carrying, had worries for the future. I too had dipped into fetishism, into soil,
artisan molds, local debris, myself. After all, we were a couple. He retired on
nimble feet to his backyard cluster of holes of variable depths. Experiments he
dubbed them. And we’ll ‘talk about it when he comes back,’ & how long will
you be, approximatively. Will you tell me about your holes when you return? I
should be ever so glad to hear reports of your apparently most earnest hobby. A
darkness lowered like a visor, square & large, coffinlike in impression,
and dwelled there like a pregnant bat on a daytime talk show.
‘A little surprised, & a little…hurt. Molested, even. By her reaction, my
guess is she doesn’t like me very much.’
‘She has never accepted this visorlike dark souririan shadow that thickly
replaces my face whenever she mentions my holes. ‘They look great, really deep,
almost professional, are the best the encouragements she can muster. She wants
to I know. And it is niche. Excuse the pun. Hole diggers humor. That’s when I
started to smell the first whiffs of the manure pile, tall as a mare, of that
shitty crapola dung factory, lack of appreciation. Ya, what began as a tingling
in my nostrils, oh some moths ago, I received an adorable little message from a
unfortunately none too well to do hole enthusiast asking for appraisals of my
backyard efforts. When I showed her, with my boyish whats new whats poppins
this is whats new this is whats poppins it’s your forehead shit head and then
yours and then yours babababababababababababababababa she was bewildered then a
venal and familiar gloss subsumed her eyeballs. ‘The only thing that bothers
me, she said, is his obsession with preservatifs, known in this region as
‘wrangler’ (he coughed he coughed very little but it was annoying, the full on
cough would be more honest, more obeviously sickly, distressed, something to
worry about such as a canister of chicken soup, become lukewarm and thrown violently
against the bedroom door can be something to worry about). ‘In it, he told me,
that if he had had a very adverse reaction to our interaction it was because he
had been surprised, but that he wished to varnish over the cloture and to
celebrate for fun for our mutual benefit as a pair, soon, i thought to be baby
makes three. It’s like tank-driving on the dead or something, for this pizza,
they sell themselves, not everyone has thé nematode piece. It’s not like you
cut off piece from titanic #@PieceFromTitanic
& then it grows from #SaidMiraclePieceThatDoesntExistFromTitanic and grow an asshole full of big loaded boats
laden with joint ointment for those poor unfortunates come down with town leg
syndrome. No, you cannot expect to have the titanic’s head supreme premium all
for yourself, without the titanic, attached to it, and grow those big boats
that you can just boat around on all by yourself, no you can’t can you? ‘We
never go anywhere…’ ‘What are you on about? We go to the best restaurant with
motorcycle theme in town Route 66 le Restaurant. And when we’re not knocking
back dollar wings at our local, with our locals, is because your sometimes
tired, sometimes so tired, after work, after checking up on the shallow ones.’
What about
that time @ Route 66 #@8March2014 at Route 66, located on a stretch of las
vegas & heaven & aubagne & pennsylvanias’ Delaware water gap.
Silicon valley, I miss them,’ she selfharmed. ‘Remember, ‘we had a
conversation, an enriching one, in my opinion, which in order to refresh your
memory & bring forth a body of evidence that I may present my dossier on
the topic of ‘We Never Go Out or Do Anything.’
Pierre: Listen. Shhh. Shut up, now.
Pardon. Madame prendre draps. The bell…I thought the bell just said my name.
L: It did not, honey. It rang in a quite official, though out of tune, fashion
according to the obsolete protocols of the Roman Catholic Church keeping time,
for the peasantry & waiters to be able to serve our meal piping hot &
on time. Of course, it is envisigable with our modern technologies to program a
veritable galaxy of telephone alarms & bed side alert prone time pieces.
However, if you’re feeling up to believe that a bell uttered your name. You can
still think that. It shan’t bring any harm or adverse effect upon your
cherished personage. Would you like to discuss furthermore this topic? We can
do so gladly.
‘Excuse me, Monsieur the Maitre’D, it’s my husbands birthdayn can we make him a
gift. He’s obsessed with bells—he’s interested, keenly so—in a fashion that renders
him cruiously melancholy, but sexy, and he accretes around him an impossible to
penetrate chitinus psychological defense. Might we not offer him something
something that I have never been able to fathom, something special. Here’s his
personal cellular telephone number. Could you please, in light of this 20
sawbucks bill, ring up his mobile, and utter just this: ‘Pierre, ja, it’s me,
bell. I heard about before. Pierre, pierre, it happened, I did say it, keep
your cool, I think of you. Naked, as
usual, as you are, right now, as usual, nice briefs, they helped me, yes
pieere, they did, ‘help me,’ thank you for calling, you rock, man. O lengthy.
Regards etc. Love, Bell.’
Pierre,
panting heavily, his wide cartridged spread fingers spread like bridges off palmed
cheeks. He’s thinking, to Michael, I was in the vision, man, the one you just
sent me. Yo, the cathedral (Cathedralized), looking as it does like a big red
haired guy or the carnage of a obscenely sizeable motorway accident lodged in
foil, ‘did you know that flower? It’s foil, in foil, wrapped, a teenager foiled
aluminium based hydrogen mescaline-laced double fucked dirt into a drinking
glass, quickly, because gravely, groped all over with fingerprints of a certain
stature. Look, here’s a father, smiling his tanderade daughter with a bunch of
kegs which he must have paid deposit on here or brought from home, with the
restraunt manager’s reluctant permission. ‘Can you imagine, ‘yo, can I share
floss with you? Is my bound or relationship to this restraurant strong enough
yet that I may dare perhaps to one day tote along my grooming kit & perhaps
my manicure box, & the one for the feet.
The girl comes back, Lucy. She goes into
her chair, and she says, ha, what is Labrador doing heren, babe. Anyway, how about
going to ‘the shop’ now, the store, the place where we might, perhaps, be able
to retrieve my little white tank top, the one that you had apologized for
having ‘massacred’ after having dissolved it in a champagne flute of
hydrochloric acid, laced with precious soil of color. I must say, that this
gesture reminded me of science, psychology, and slips of the tongue that may
bring to tongue freudian tongue mishaps & archetype bavarde. Speaking of my
architype, which is always bellowing to be alluded to with a thick purple
tongue & rich with so-called sous anttend, etc. You did behave then like a
veritable gentlemen indeed in order to receive yourt absolution for the
champage flute tank top content massacre. You did bring me shopping, starting
the next morning, all right, starting with half of the shares in the
convenience store, with a subsequent
meditation session of the polished spades and soiled looseners. Starting
with buying half the goods availed to the somewhat flummoxed fellow clients,
‘go fuck yourself, ya.’ Buying half of the store, it’s a stereotype, it’s
arriviste, int’s not done.
‘Do you know how many billions of discrete items such as most if not all of a
third of the items in this systematic squirrelling away. Di anybody here, He
looks around lookookoking bisected by an inhuman furrow, ‘you know what, you
made it to modern art, but you settled down for a picnic at around Georgia
O’Keefe. I’m Anselm Kiefering my ass, all day, baby powder, never enough, oh
yea, oh what the hell. Hey, you know that grotto, the one that I said that I’d
art the fuck out of one day. Your tanktop in the hydrochrolic acid in the
Champagne flute, its flourishing them. It’s like an infant crowning apex just
breaching the distendded vaginal lips of the birthing mother. Oh, by the way, I
own this company, check me out, #@CompanyOwners #@HandsomeCompanyOwners
#@ACompanyWhichClickThisRichAssBitchOfAHashtage1YrGonnaBeDrowningInAValuable
SalableThingYouForgotYouCouldHave
#@18Hours
#@Edging
#@What was up with Visconti, throughly spreading his scrotum sack to its
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